Scribbles

2011-11-13T09:04:00.003+08:00

I don't think u matter so much to me anymore. ur actions are not logical and u don't even bother to explain. I doot quarrel with you as i still do not have enough evidence to prove u are reallu like this. sometimes i really wish u could disappear from sight. So i do not have to feel anything for u anymore. u are making a mess of so many ppl's lives. no matter what reason it is it has become a selfish reason.

2011-09-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired. why is there so many things i have to worry abt. cant i have a normal day without all the crap happening. i am stuck in btw everything. i am bloody tired. cant i bloody hell get out of this crap shit. knowing the truth hurts. i just want to be deluded , so can i stop knowing the truth?

everytime i come back i feel so helpless. i want to cry but i cant, i cant breakdown but i am bloody tired. i am only human i am a 17 year old kid okay.

2011-03-20T21:07:00.003+08:00

so many things have happened that i should write them down to never forget

Nov/ Dec in malaysia and i wont ever regret it no matter what.

Dec/Jan. D& C. I met a wonderful supervisor anna and colleague sumun. love all the talk about malaysia food. my next door sales assistants vini and friends=) my each a cup bubble tea friend=D

Kean. Charmaine.

Jan/Feb received results. worrying over jc and poly. made my choice and wont regret it. though i always have this unexplained feeling when i see my classmates go to sch in their jc uniforms.... but i wont look back now =) i am so glad after all the problems i had in np, home it turns out all right in the end. very tiring and always felt like giving up. so glad i didnt.

Feb/March worked at hotel banquet. met lots of nice ppl. worked morning shift and learnt lots of things that changed my perspective. but still it wont make me give up what i have worked for for so long.

Poly may be a hard choice as compared to JC but the most impt thing is to believe in myself and just work hard for all i am worth for. so jiayou qiyuan!!!

2011-01-10T11:36:00.008+08:00

so many things to upload but so little time... but i will try my best haha

steamboat with squadmates =D

weili's cooked prawn

Class chalet!

Shean yin!

Candice!

Xinyan!

Janice!

during worktime =)
shoes shoes and more shoes =D

using facebppk pn my supervisor's iphone muahahahahah xD

2010-12-31T08:59:00.001+08:00

working can be fun but a bit too realistic sometimes. oh well jiayou!

2010-12-06T18:30:00.000+08:00

going back home next next week=D

2010-11-23T11:08:00.002+08:00

very busy these few days taking care of my grandma. and i think i am getting fat cause keep staying in the house mah. super depressed nw. i want to watch harry potter la.

actually quite worrying now also cause its like there is nothing we can do except take care of her to the very best cause she is like rather old and really lack calcium. but her body cannot take in the calcium tablets anymore..and her bones are super fragile...

its kind of weird oso cause i'm not really close to my grandma but now suddenly feel quite worried for her...

oh well... wonder how is the squad outing going...

2010-11-17T17:05:00.000+08:00

make the best out of everything so i might as well be happy about it xD think of the good food and the fun times with my cousins then i will feel happier xD

2010-11-15T19:12:00.002+08:00

o levels are over. but i dont feel a thing...

quite pissed now. with myself. with everything. there's so much i want to do. but i have to be restricted by practically everything. i feel so pissed off now.cant i just do what i like. why do i have to accommodate everyone and make myself miserable?damn. i feel so sian now. i really wanted the job. i really wanted to go for my courses. there;s so much things i have planned, that i wanted to do during the hols . but life just have to come and twist everything. i know its so crapppy.. i mean it is my kin. i wanted to do these things so badly... and the best part is i worked so hard for them damn it. its really selfish of me. but why cant i just be selfish for once? sometimes you have to remember i am not an adult. i have the mentality of a 30 year old sometimes but there are still times that i want to be stubborn and have things my own way.

why do i have to bust during the hols just to meet all the stuff that i want to do before all the datelines. i;m really tired... give me a break.

2010-11-03T12:42:00.002+08:00

i know i should'nt be blogging. or even using the com. but who cares xD play 1st study later. jiayou!!!

2010-09-18T20:19:00.002+08:00

busy week. prelim 2... i feel myself slacking. sian. quite satisfied with amath , physics and eng lar. but chem was horrible and emath was like oh crap i never touch for a long time le. so exams aside... sch is still sch bah..

today went to celebrate my brother's birthday. had nice food for dinner =D =D fried octopus and sweet and sour mango chicken is the best. hahahaha. sooo niceeee!!! feel very full and fat nw but never mind, i'm jogging tmr morning^^

i spent the whole day slacking anyway. i look at geog and look at my psp. then i play djmax. i go back to tourism and was like crap i'm only at the impacts, then i listened to music from my psp. the best part was it was run devil run... and i became hyper. so geog revision ended. haiz...

buying presents for guys are such a headache... u ask them what u want? u go take then i buy. then they say i want a surprise. then i ask what colour ? anything. -.- wahhhh....

was chitcahtting with my brothers about anime just now. realised i havent watch finish alot of anime, like Kyo, D-Grayman, bleach, hitman reborn... haiz after olvls xD

2010-09-01T21:35:00.001+08:00

2010-08-29T21:33:00.003+08:00

i just want to run away from everything... can someone listen to me...

home is getting better and worst. my elder bro is talking to me which makes this day special=) haha he helped me solve an amaths qns xDxD but i'm sort of distant from my parent now. dunno why. i know the problem lies in me. my 2nd brother went ns le. i didnt want to see him off cause i will get emo.

i always put on this brave front. i dunno... if i am quiet that means i dont want to talk. so dont talk to me kay.

so many problems. so many ppl. so many secrets. i dont know when it will end. so i pretend i'm an idiot and dont know anything. too tired to know oso.

2010-08-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

2010-08-17T23:30:00.001+08:00

tired.. worried... cant sleep haha

2010-08-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

pls make me strong...

2010-07-31T21:29:00.001+08:00

I was running in circles
was only a matter of time
before I found myself drowning in troubled lies
was staring back at what I´d seen for a long, long time
how did I break it?
how did I clear my mind?

-Chorus-
This feeling just gets better all the time
so beautiful in front of me that I can´t believe my eyes
I know if I move ahead time is on my side
I´m free from the circle
there´ll be no regrets this time

I was hiding in places I knew nobody could find
until I found myself spinning in rewind
was staring back at what I´d seen for a long, long time
I had to break it
I had to clear my mind

-Chorus-

Hard times that I'd like to forget about
so much I held inside
got to let it out
it took a while to find it
but now I´m here and I can´t deny it

2010-07-28T19:23:00.002+08:00

life can be so simple and complicated at the same time.so wierd. maybe i'm just too stressed. i wonder how i can be so happy in sch... feel depressed.

life is like monotonous. wake up do hw. sch study. go home do hw. sleep. quite sick of all these actually. 3 more months. jiayou.

2010-07-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

Just leave me alone. if you dont want to listen then i wont listen either. its mutual you know. just because things dont go your way so you just want to take it out on me??

2010-07-14T22:23:00.003+08:00

POP -ed

2010-07-10T21:00:00.005+08:00

song dedicated to you all...
its like wow... time passed so fast. wished we could re-live our innocent sec 1 and 2 and nco camp. love sec 4 squad.

had really good performances by juniors. thanks!!! i was wow-ed. thansk bryan for the video. it was good.

cant believe its all over...
the admin dept...
there's shean yin, the efficient deputy and commited yearhead. speechless at your commitment. thanks for always being there for me.np could not have been this great w/o you. i'm sorry that i'm not there for you everytime.

wei shu the calm one. i used to have panic attacks so often >.< i think it was sec 2 when we got really close. getting late together, running to sch together. i dont know if i could have make it through stressful sec 3 without u. love you!

quiet syahirah: i dun know if you will get to see this. though u only joined us in 2010, i felt u really became part of our squad. at first i was afraid we might not be able to get along, but we did get along well=) thanks for being ever so helpful, with attendances files etc. i could not have made it through those enormous loads of papers without you!

the two bosses... who never bossed...

coconut weili who solved all our conflicts and made our squad bond well. i think the whole squad will agree you made a great impact on us. thanks for being the one and only coconut of our squad=) love you! ( dun worry i wouldnt run over and hug you like simin=D )

bryan the clear headed guy. haha. your preaches works xD you should go be a counseller! thanks for helping me carry the admin files on many a fridays haha. couldnt have made it to the canteen at one go w/o you. i think you really very commited... like doing proposals though you are sick etc.lets jiayou for our L1R5=6 , then we can chiong for np again =)

yearheads... full of commitment. they would sacrifice everything for their squads..

the very hyper simin. np couldnt have been this fun w/o you! i still remembered nco camp where i pulled my calf muscle. i couldnt have made it through the hike to east coast w/o you. i still remembered the countless pt sessions that we hypered through. np wouldnt have been the same w/o you.

fierce but is actually not xiaoxin.even though we were'nt very close but np wouldnt have been the same w/o you. i still remembered how we used to 'gossip' behind the CIs haha! even though being a year head was tough, you never seem to give up. even when you grumble, i know you are very concerned about them.

ghost huihien. u've got such a good temper=) thanks for being my squadmate, my teammate... for standing beside me in cc team. being a year head is a tough job, but you really did it very well.

the son royson.good guy morgan.durian edwin. you all are so dedicated to your squads. i think you all are so zai!

logistic department.cleaners of the np room. they are really very 辛苦 ...

roy the leader and the helpful person who would help as long as u ask.
jingpin the cuddly bear who always help me write attendances.

the P& P who are always behind the scenes. but they actually do a lot of work. just that most ppl dont see them.
monkey youliang who always makes our squad laugh. but is also the very zai leader of the p&p. andrique who seems like a slacker but can do wonders when he is finally serious=)
fishball yongsheng who is the gentleman in our squad.
weijie who is the nice guy.
marksman zijian. who can joke about anything and everything.
helpful jonathan who always do his best to help.

love you all....

2010-07-03T19:42:00.003+08:00

went amath lesson today. wasnt that bad cause the qns were quite easy haha xD then went to buy cake for my dad. coffee mousse xD xD hope it taste good. havent eat yet=)

in teh afternoon went amk hub with my bro to buy dad's present- belt. then looked at guy's clothes haha. some really shuai. eldest bro's birthday next so buy one for him next week=D

had really nice 煮炒 dinner. fried octopus. fried kangkong, tofu and lemon chicken. yum yum xD xD lucky only eat a few times a year or sure get fat =D

did 500 pc puzzle from 1pm to 6.30pm yesterday omg. so tired. lalala.

doing geog later haiz

2010-06-23T20:54:00.003+08:00

mugging like crazy nowadays. went bugis on monday. finally went shopping haha xD
must work and play in equilibrium you know xD xD going to type essays now >.< sad-ed

2010-06-20T13:51:00.002+08:00

AWW crap. I cant finish my revision in time =O DIE DIE DIE.

2010-06-16T16:20:00.002+08:00

had a great birthday =D thanks ah ^^

mugging like crazy now. scared i cant finish revision before the end of the holidays =O sad.

2010-06-04T19:09:00.002+08:00

chem spa today. i think i did quite badly. made a lot of silly mistakes =(

after school went with candice bryan and wengleong to ion orchard cause bryan wanted to buy magazine. then candice and me went window shopping. looked at clothes haha xD had lunch at subway but didnt eat haha, bought soy milk to drink.shopped at popular for stationary, but couldnt find the transparent pencil case that i wanted to buy>.< oh well, i go zirong see if got sell.

went to and fro sch today. haha at first was for my hw file, then for bryan's files. gosh. very tiring, was like falling asleep. hmmm. magi mee for dinner today=)

2010-06-02T21:00:00.005+08:00

so the 2 week intensive programme started >.<>

the highlight was chompchomp hahaha. erm i got a little pissed. oh well. then i got sarcastic >.< felt bad afterwards.the food very nice =D but shean yin couldnt take the spicy stingray. next time go steamboat bah xD

tuesday was homework day. geog homework load is HUGE! but do-able bah. Jiayou!!!

today. time past quickly. english was quite okay, but spent alot of time on summary. then emath was like a rush against time. when the teacher said stop writing i was still writing>.<

i feel blur these few days. got headache and stomachache nonstop.then got bad temper. sian

2010-05-26T19:39:00.002+08:00

Tired. last chinese ssp le. still dun feel prepared. sian.

hot weather=bad tempers? i dunno>.< lots of stuff happened in sch.haiz dun want to talk abt that.

saw np juniors today. actually missed some of them. oh well. must shut all the np feelings up. sort them out after my o's.

staying busy and happy now =)

2010-05-20T20:02:00.001+08:00

2010-05-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

Crap.cousins got dengue fever. and 6 of them are in the hospital. crap crap crap. ahhhhhh... very worried... the wl and ys 's condition quite bad.the best part is there's nothing i can do also.stupid dengue mosquitoes. hope they get well soon.

dont feel like writing nw. sports carnival. watched the last song.was a good movie. yup.

2010-05-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

2010-05-13T20:49:00.003+08:00

this week so crappy. moody. easily frustrated. scared i will accidentally say something wrong unintentionally when i'm frustrated.dont take what i say to heart kay.

headache.ahhh...

i need a perk. haiz...

hmm.. today is the best day of the day=D

2010-05-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

2010-05-08T20:35:00.001+08:00

Family gathering today. dunno why today very sian. dun feel like talking when i come home. dun want to talk to anyone. this feels crappy ahhhhh

2010-05-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

Slept at 8.30pm yesterday haha xD so rare!!!! woke up at 5 am today then slowly make my way out of the house at 6am. Had npcc parade. we old le la. halfway through the message i was like dying le haha but was okay after all.

toasted in my uniform during amath and eng lesson gosh... the heat in s'pore is crazy nowadays.

skipped pe. feel a bit guilty>.< i will make up for it next week.

chinese interview was not so bad after all. but its a bit well... dont want to comment on it>.<

quite a slacky week. not much homework as compared to before.

amath lesson tomorow. then go library with candice to do homework xD

2010-05-05T19:59:00.002+08:00

Yay. I love 4e1. this is really random haha. suddenly very scared we graduate. so fast.

had npcc day rehearsal today. not bad. but was quite crazy. haha xD finished all my homework le, can slack for a while. then chiong revision =D

2010-04-30T19:57:00.002+08:00

finally the two papers over le. still feel a bit sian. quite scared for my chinese, the zuo wen was not well done.

feel tired thinking about amath. dont know why i just cant do well in it no matter how hard i try. quite irritating. must pick myself up haha. just slack off today and start tomorrow. anyway is there amath lesson tomorow? =O i dunno...

2010-04-25T17:10:00.002+08:00

i'm tired. and sleepy....

busy week. got tests. got cohord run and stayed back till 6pm almost everyday.

so busy i forogt wad happened on mon, tues and wed le T.T

Thurs.
we had photo taking without yang lao shi. dunno where he went>.< then had photo taking as a class outside our classrooms. quite funny haha, especially the jump shots.

Fri.
very tired. ran during cohord run then me and candice were the only girls in front >.< should'nt have ran. then ran extra round also haha. PE had to play netball, the ball just cant go into the hoop. so irritating. tried to be wen rou but failed haha xD burned lots of calories xD

went amk library with candice and bryan on friday. read all the architecture stuff with candice . ate subway ^^ yay!!! but the teriyaki chicken flavour not very nice haha. candice and bryan very hungry then went to buy takoyaki and candice's durian pancakes xD eating spree.

Sat.
chiong to market to buy the chicken then ran to sch for amath lesson. thought i was late>.<>.< made my stomach weird. sponsered the class snsd poster together haha. went J8's popular then went amk. then go home. tired tired and slept like 1h. woke up and do hw till 3am. gosh.

Sun. didn't go afterall. must go next time le. slept till 11am. still feel like sleeping. reminds me of snorax>.< aiyo.

i want to kill shean yin nw. -.-

2010-04-16T21:40:00.003+08:00

nothing to talk abt. lots of stuff happened this week. anyone reading this blog would know anyway hahahah xD

for amath i guess it is a good lesson for me. not to be so careless anymore =) physics also. so wasted ah .

ruined my 2.4km also haha. not sure if i will rerun. see results first.

went class and went crazy. draw cartoons on the board ^^ i think i become the advertiser for fishballs le la >.<>.<

its really nice to sit down and talk =D spent such a long time in mac gossiping haha. thanks!
went home and my mum just came home. phew xD

2010-04-06T19:53:00.005+08:00

POP rehearsal. felt that mr lim was naggy. but feel sad that it is the last time i will hear him nag =(

1 day left. Feels lighter already. and emptier. will miss my squad alot alot. love them so much...

so many beautiful memories with them. so little time left. hugs to chengzhong sir who have bonded our squad so well. he really motivated us so much. our squad could never have achieve this much without him. i sorry i've become more slack nw. wish u could have been with us this four years, to protect us and teach us. yet i guess we cant grow much under your protection.

At HRC

those hurtful words wont stop me from doing what i like. i will change for the better, control my emotions better and come back to help out what i can for uopa. i will inspire another admin head as crazy as me when i come back. i will make sure no admin head gets hurt like me. U CANT HURT ME. cause i've got my squad=D

2010-04-04T19:25:00.001+08:00

"All the years you have waited for them to "make it up to you" and all the energy you expended trying to make them change (or make them pay) kept the old wounds from healing and gave pain from the past free rein to shape and even damage your life. And still they may not have changed. Nothing you have done has made them change. Indeed, they may never change. Inner peace is found by changing yourself, not the people who hurt you. And you change yourself for yourself, for the joy, serenity, peace of mind, understanding, compassion, laughter, and bright future that you get."
Lewis B. Smedes

POp-ing soon. I hope this is the last hurt I will receive.I don't know why things turned out this way, but I will not take it to heart=)

2010-03-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

Area 5 Day today xD

Woke up only when morgan sms me omg. can die. bath and chiong out of the house in 15 min. went to cedar sec. then started moving the logistics stuff.

did my registration stuff then went to play.

dodge ball. kept going over the boundary haha. so paiseh>.< yay we got 3rd =D

floorball was like crazy. didn't care about appearance le. just go after the dumb ball haha.me,shean yin and simin were like super hiong. girls team super zai xD adele saved numerous goals then syahirah and puay suan were super fast too. got draw with cedar then had penalty shot haha. then got 2nd. overall got area shield =D

yay. xx weishu and ncos were super efficient. at first a bit messy. but middle and ending was okay le=)

met tricia. missed her. wish i could go through stc with her again. was so fun!!! saw shean yin' sis but didn't dare talk much haha. lalala.no mood to do hw. just chiong commonwealth essay for today.

2010-03-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

Busy march holidays...

Had NPCC camp.
first day.sort of slacked at the command post. learnt fancy drills xD too long never do drills le. so embarassing haha.dunno why cried a bit. maybe too stress-ed out.

second day was better. sort out all the npcc admin stuff. typed out the termly attendance for the last time... night activity was the best=D scared the sec 1s xD haha.and got scared ourselves. omg. after that went ISH to explore but there was nothing??? freaky.. slept at 3am. only 3hours of sleep.

third day.got area cleaning. was so fierce at the sec 1s. sad. cause this is my last camp haha.stole their rations xD xD see i so nice never steal rifles haha. then JNCOs became NCOs. then taking over soon. next batch must jiayou! sad to leave my squad. scared that we will lose contact le. miss all of them already.

monday.had english ssp the next day. was funny haha. lots of ghost stories and the ouja board. helped out with the debate abit.

tuesday. had HRC course. FUN! even though got fear of heights, then didn't go up the flying fox. weishu pei me xD but the activities were really fun ^^ especially course my squad was there.

wednesday. chinese ssp. ex-students came to talk to us. was quite motivational. went to a tea shop to ping- min. quite fun haha. we pointed at everything and said $240. apparently the tea set cost %240 and we had to pay if we broke anything.must be xtra careful xD drank tea like crazy. typical Singaporeans haha

thursday. friday. saturday. motivational and emotional. day camp. cried like mad on the 2nd day>.< didn't know i can cry so much. think i stuff too much emotions from Jan till now. so every poured out i guess. feel better le.

sch tomorow omg. so much hw havent do. i got the bad feeling my physics workbk is lying somewhere in the np room. omg. i'm so dead.

2010-03-11T21:44:00.002+08:00

this week is finally ending. acting perfectly normal this week. Hope that everything becomes normal again. must stay strong!!!

Too tired today to do homework. Chiong tomorow nite. Leave it as it is today. Got carpark duty tomorrow so there goes my afternoon nap T.T sad-ed.

after march hols i guess i will mentally POP myself. my academics are getting affected le. gotta mug like crazy to catch up. it feels lousy dragging down the whole class's msg.

2010-03-04T19:48:00.003+08:00

yup the results are back. was confused at first then sad the day before. morning was still a bit emo, shouted at the giant behind me >.< so sorry>.<

after that then okay le. didnt get what we want but still nvm lar. actually still in a daze nw. dont know what to say, to do. just stuff myself with homework. stop thinking...

2010-02-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

girls cc prelims today. went sch at 8.30. was late. got attacked by a grp of flag day ppl hahaha. so funny, weili was chased by them.

went sch pitched 4 pitches. all not bad, timing quality all there.ate lunch then felt like puking>.< had a short talking session. quite motivated after that haha yc sir and mabel mdm very nice!!! they bought black forest cake for us, should have taken photo of it haha, soo nice. couldn't eat so weili ate mine haha.

was quite funny at the end, did a funny cheer. then yc was like so fierce everyone got shocked haha. then didnt feel like vomiting le.

sat bus, went high. reached pierce sec and kissed the floor =O haha got scolded by the FI. sad-ed.waited and waited. got briefing.

finally the pitch. so nervous omg. chiong like siao then took like only 5 min 6 min plus =O then everyone became so fast. 9min plus we all okay le. at the end still can count down haha.

overall is a GOOD PITCH. but personally dun think my gadget is good. oh well its over waiting for the results nw omg. cant wait T.T

2010-02-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

lalala.its been one crazy week. common test. geog and emath was okay after all. passed my physics muahaha. screwed up my amths paper. so sorry mr poh >.< my chem paper oso. keep feeling like vomiting=O

too nervous le bah haha.

jiayou cc girls!!

2010-02-21T11:49:00.003+08:00

No matter what cc teams we can do it!!! JIAYOU!

2010-02-13T20:37:00.002+08:00

its CNY eve^^

here comes my 4 days holiday muahahaha...

went to hougang mall for lunch with weishu yesterday.thanks for pei-ing me xD spent our time at popular. i looked around but didnt buy anything, weishu did all the shopping

after that then went home le. sleepy on the bus, almost forgot to stop at my stop =O

cleared the house today. washed the toilet, cleaned everything within sight. the new chairs are sooo nice haha xD white in colour^^

shredded the chicken meat like crazy for the soup. then helped to peel eggs from their shells. destroyed some of them. they ended up in my stomach =D

feel fat nw. ate so much for dinner omg.i'm dieting tomorow T.T

going to bai nian tomorow.. then go home mug haha.

Right things at the wrong time

2010-02-05T22:38:00.003+08:00

It was crappie today. nothing to do with ppl. its just me. at sch was like still okay but never listen in class.

npcc was ... i dunno. but at least everyone put in their effort to make it work. the most impt thing is juniors enjoyed it bah.Tried to be hyper today.

Feel very bad nw. really.but its really distracting la, just have to make a choice which is better for me... following my mind haha xD

ZHNP got a GOLD haha. dunno why its not so happy for me. it's just not that kind of feeling i was expecting. so wierd.. like being numb. maybe i'm just being sad>.<

i got pissed at yc sir haha. so sorry... i dunno wad i'm doing nw la

actually i lied. haha it was a white lie. if you're reading this blog .. i dunno ..just dont ask me about wad i will say next,

i cut my hair short purposely. haha. just wanted to change la. change for the better. probably keep it this short for the rest of the year.until i get out of zhss...

cc training tomorow and i wun let this affect me =D go qiyuan!

2010-01-27T18:06:00.002+08:00

crazy this week. got lots of stuff to do. NYAA, SPF, NP files, CC training, tests OMG...I can go crazy. then thought today was tuesday =O got totally own-ed. never bring pe shirt then got 1 demerit sob>.< but pe was quite fun la. maybe cause very long never get to kick a soccer ball and play captain's ball le xD

Geog was interesting. food food and food haha. i was like doing something else during emath. not listening at all.

screwed up my chem test today. really T.T just when i got some hopes for the test. lost 7 marks le. all empty ones wahseh....

cc training tomorow xD gonna get my gadget up to standard, Train like SIAO!!!

2010-01-24T16:47:00.002+08:00

CT ended this week and its beginning next weekT.T chemistry test on wed.

very easy irritated this week. too many small stuff adding up, then got a big incident hit with a bam on top haha. but i'm okay le la xD

had cc training yesterday. was supposed to go home at 12pm. haha. but i very greedy la. just wanted to spend more time practising. cause i dont want to wait till competition then regret.i love cc girls team and guys team too haha. hit 7min plus but only once =O then got stuck at like 9min plus.>.< must go jiayou le.

Gadget rocks xD

must go revise physics later haha

2010-01-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy this week. common tests non-stop. other then chem i think i wrecked all my other papers. especially english. gosh.

finally went np today haha. decided to be in gadget. thought over it for a long time le, so it's not a rash decision. wont regret it ^^ anyway it pleases my mum if i dont go under the sun, so everyone is very happy xD

feel so paiseh nw haha. lucky only squad girls there haha. thanks everyonexD
no matter wad sec 4 nco squad still rocks. we rock with or without our rank.i dun mind passing out as a private, as long as its my squad =D

feel more relax nw. happier le haha. bought my mum's cake le muahhaha. chose mango mousse. hope its nice xD

2010-01-10T20:56:00.003+08:00

Finish hw le. need to go revise geog later. so sian.

went hougang mall to buy my geog textbk cause I LOST IT T.T sad right. it costs like 17 DOLLARS 0.0 if i find my geog bk any where in my room i will kill the geog bk then kill myself T.T

i'm so sian nw. i cant go cc training and i'm like dragging the whole team down. shouldnt have joined in the first place. starting to get frustrated le la>.<

ate alot of meals today.like 5 meals. but all eat very little haha. mostly biscuits la...

lalala. go revise geog le. byebye

2010-01-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

lalala... vision still fuzzy. so i'm using my left eye alot >.< at first a bit panicky. but now adjusting to the blurry vision le. hope it gets well soon >.<

did hw today.. chem worksheet then revise a bit of my chem work. i keep forgeting to put my eyedrops =(

i want to go cc training.. so sian nw

ate a wierd dinner. the food making me have stomachache ahhhh....

1st day of sch and Shean Yin 's birthday

2010-01-04T21:14:00.003+08:00

went to sch very early to chop seats haha. got second row. hope i can concentrate on studying nw haha. this year must chiong le lah....

form teacher is mrs raj and yang bin lao shi. quite a shock. but after a while okay le lah. might be a bit boring but they are caring teachers la hahah. the greatest shock was mrs ng not our eng teacher =O was soo looking forward to her lessons. oh well.. will miss her.

ss, geog and history got a bit of changes. but should be able to adapt haha.

whole day full of talks. but mr lee's talk at the end of the day was quite inspiring =)

celebrate sy's birthday today. haha . glad she liked the small surprise xD i thot i shua her but in the end she shua me >.<

thinking through wad yc sir said. sometimes its better not to think so much. the more u think the worst the problem become. just look ahead bah. since i chose cc i will make sure i chiong through. my mum probably wun agree with me haha.

i think i okay le. can concentrate le. xD

oh ya. that andrew soh yu lim of sec 3 squad haven't given me his letter. and it is 9.26pm nw. i'm gonna call him >.<

2010-01-02T20:31:00.002+08:00

CC Girls Team jiayou!!! must HYPER... Must have the DRIVE...

2 days to sch... and i finally have the DRIVE to finish my chinese compo haha

left shi yong wen and newspaper commentary.

went out with my parents to buy medicine stuff today.. talked funny stuff with my bro today... and shean yin last nite haha.

my eye is getting better haha. my medical fee was like $45 >.< OMG

nw cant eat all the heaty stuff>.< so sad nw

Happy New Year...

2010-01-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

Welcoming 2010...

2009 was fun. was a lesson. was childish. was distracting.

2010 will be better ^^

a big hug

to my mum... for always being there. for accepting my pan ni and stubborness

to my bro ... for the talks xD

to my friends... for comforting me when i'm down. for listening to me haha.

to my dear dear squadmates. for accepting me for me. haha. excluding height. i'm still growing >.<

lalala...

i want to
study hard...
be guai guai hai zi for this year... dun quarrel with my mama xD
be happy//

xD

2009-12-30T21:02:00.003+08:00

my cousins go back malaysia le>.< feels so empty now. miss them alot. hoping to see them december next year haha xD

last photo before leaving =O

so sad T.T

i still havent finish my hw =0

2009-12-26T20:18:00.013+08:00

Pei-ing my cousins from malaysia. xD very happy cause can finally show them around singapore after like so long... from when i was 5 years old. haha.very close with them.they staying for 11 days. but only left 4 days now. so fast >.<

Brought them to vivo,plaza sing bugis, orchard, city mall and zoo. singapore nothing much to see haha. shop till you drop only xD

views at orchard road xD

href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Tb_1jq5yJuA/SzYDL786xVI/AAAAAAAAAoU/gpKXl1dVE4w/s1600-h/2009_12230070.JPG">

inside the gigantic christmas tree =D

at the zoo^^

2009-12-13T10:34:00.003+08:00

Yay. my voice is back ^^ a bit hoarse but still not bad le haha. walked like crazy yesterday. went out with my parents to City area. shop shop.

then went with my bro to marina barrage. i thought i never go before, but actually go before le. just that i forgot that i went>.< very big then got a bit lost. koped my bro's british takeaway. so i didn't spend any $ hahaha.

slacking at home nw. procrastinating T.T did all my hw halfway. except for physics. havent even start =O

CC training tomorrow.i always say so sian. but i enjoy myself there.so mao(2) dun(4) right.hope we can make it through the prelims and enter the finals . so jiayou^^

2 days to malaysia haha. =D

2009-12-08T13:31:00.003+08:00

SAD-ED T.T I lost my voice ahhhhhhh!!! I'm like walking around the house with a mini whiteboard nw >.<

Had cc training yesterday. was F-U-N ^^ started bonding with the sec 1 and 2s. tau pok weili ALOT of times haha. poor coconut xD

we got our revenge on sir haha, threw mud at him. he got splattered with mud xD but we rolled in the mud, so we were sort of worse haha. then the guys have to buy our lunch for us - thanks =D

the last pitch was like crazy. everyone panic-ed>.< i was like shouting or screaming peg peg peg. maybe that's how i lost my voice haha xD at first a bit disappointing but sir made the whole thing quite funny haha. jelly jelly^^

came back quite late. became ravenous. like eat alot for dinner =O too hungry le

going to airport to fetch my dad later =)

CC girls and guys team jiayou^^

2009-12-04T21:20:00.003+08:00

sometimes i need some time alone... to reflect. absorb. and to appreciate.. i'm sort of slow i guess.

been a monotonous week, np, cc training,on the com, homework, sleep...a continuous cycle.and nothing gets really done.

and i keep getting sick. maybe cause i never give myself time to recover>.< and i was really snappy today ... at my mom, at sy and indirectly at bryan. sorry>.<

went out with px and adriel today xD go plaza sing to watch new moon. quite nice xD much much better than twlight haha. hmmm... no spoilers on my blog =D had a nice time chatting together, wish we could do that more often >.<

better wake up earlier tomorow. guess the sirs aren't too happy with our constant lateness.

feel really sick. i need a break.

2009-11-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

my throat hurts. keep coughing ahhhh... >.< ate too much fried stuff in australia >.<

PERTH =D

2009-11-26T14:39:00.023+08:00

very very very fun =) but the stuff very very very expensive also >.<

Day 1
Met in airport at 10.30pm. apparently i was the 2nd latest>.< sat SIA plane haha.

before we went into the plane. about 12.50am xD

#On the plane.
listened to carrie underwood songs then went to sleep for like 2hours.
woke up at 4am.breakfast. then played krisworld games like crazy xD

Day 2
#ate another breakfast at the oleh oleh cafe =0

shean yin and simin at the oleh oleh cafe xD

#lake monger

#the botanic gardens

Hui Xian and Si Min =D

under the tree

#Bell Tower

but cost a lot to just go up and ring the bells >.<

fountain xD

went choco factory. bought cocoa butter soap haha. cause it looks interesting

#Boshack Campsite

our bunk

outside

inside

#canoeing

feeding the kangaroo xD

then had dinner-spagetti around the campfire cause the weather very cold

#went to catch crayfish at night in the spring water ^^ so cool rightxD

#then went star gazing. 流星 xD

Day 3
#Breakfast

toast and butter

gobble!!

#went for an obstacle course. then went foot spa xD

#more water activities like orientering,team building activities etc. quite fun =)

#had watermelon afterwards. tastes so good in hot weather xD

went gardening. planted carrots xD

had candlelight dinner xD but all fried stuff.

Day 4

toast again=)

simin helping her juniors wash up haha. year head ah...

#failed at throwing boomerang xD feed the horses and cows. used wires to locate water=D

#walked in the forest. my feet went into the spring water =o had to change my shoes.

#built a raft. became titanic cause it sank in the end >.<

#on the road

Hui Xian and Xiao Xin

restaurant for dinner

#off to the hotel =)

my room

Day 5

breakfast

caversham park

koalas

kangaroo^^

2009-11-21T13:23:00.003+08:00

GOing Perth TODAY !! YAYY!! lalala...

i'm promising myself that after perth i won't think about that anymore... talk about that anymore. concentrating on my studies like siao le and cc training. keep myself preoccupied. i can do it!!! thanks candice , shean yin and weishu for always lisening to me. i can be quite a wet blanket at times xD

Jiayou weishu for your animefest!!! u will look okay^^

HW list:

DOne only: compre and a bit of amath >.< i'm so slack

2009-11-21T12:42:00.007+08:00

My grandma's birthday last sunday xD i know i'm a bit lag. its hard to get my hands on the photos haha =D

made a card for her. my bro bought a present for her =)

my grandma, my bro and about half of my cousins =D

Durian cake xD surprisingly it is quite nice =0

Blow out the candles xD

printing the photos for my relatives nw xD xD

2009-11-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

Physics re-exam today. quite okay=D hope it ends up okay too.

CC training was a bit tough but mostly is because after becoming nco, never really do pt le. so slack rite haha xD

Did lots of wierd wierd exercises. stretch my legs like crazy haha xD

feel so sian nw. on com also nothing to play T.T

2009-11-16T12:40:00.004+08:00

Saturday had CIP.

wasn't as bad as i thought. was actually supposed to do workshop. but there was practically nothing to do>.< so went over to the painting section to help. quite fun =D we all sort of became kids and started playing with the paint haha.

the girl very cute rite^^ actually took quite a lot of hpotos but too lazy to upload haha. next time then.

chem test today. didn't really study.did my best le. we will see how it turns out haha

2009-11-14T21:05:00.002+08:00

2009-11-14T20:25:00.002+08:00

i'm going to vent my anger nw... dun read...u are warned

i'm so pissed at so many things.its not that i'm angry at ppl. just angry at how the way things always turns out. hey! i never wanted to skip anything can. its just that circumstances forced me. do you all have to look as though we are convicts escaping?!! and its not like i haven't done anything. if i was really some slack ass person i might as well not go for anything as slack my ass off.

and all that crap...

phew. got it all off at one go now. god bless whoever who reads this. you were warned before hand.

2009-11-13T21:10:00.002+08:00

Last day of sch at last^^ finally haha. emath and amath test was like anyhow do for today. lucky the marks are not counted.ate lunch before going home. was starving haha xD

So sorry i blew off my top today.I really did try not to get pissed. but it sort of burst out when i try to control it>.<

going for CIP tomorow. missing cc training. nvm will make up for it next week.

went to airport to send my brother to australia. looking forward to going perth. sort of a break from everything. i'm going to enjoy myself^^

2009-11-12T20:48:00.002+08:00

physics spa was okay. i'm like the only person in class who got y-intercept=0 >.<

this is bad. my mood just gets like wierd. sort of like the moody me is getting back again. crap. better stop this.

campcraft training this saturday. hopes it gets me in a better mood. =D

2009-11-10T16:45:00.003+08:00

chinese paper today... was quite okay but really no mood to write the essays>.< i think i wrote a lot of crap haha.paper 2 was quite okay, but my gastric pain acted at the last qns.lucky not too bad.

after sch skipped physics xtra lesson. told my mum, but she seems quite okay about it which is surprising haha.i thought she would scold me. really didn't feel like going.

ate lunch with candice and shean yin. couldn't eat our lunch in peace...

saw stuff i didn't want to see for the whole day. it was awkward and really distracting.

definition for awkward: hard to deal with; difficult; requiring skill

haha this is so random.=D

2009-11-04T21:18:00.003+08:00

Had chinese xtra lesson after sch today. actually it was only 30min xtra^^ cause ms tan very nice=D

Went hougang mall with candice and adrienne after that. ate at the kopitiam.we tricked someone haha=D i thought our voices were very different. hmm maybe it's not so different after all.

then went popular. bought my highlighter and foolscap. candice went on a shopping spree.walked around popular till like 5pm.

suddenly feel very committed to cc team. hope it goes well. we can do it =D must first bond with sec 1 and sec 2s.then start chionging.go go go!!!

training starts this week^^

2009-10-31T10:40:00.003+08:00

Family stuff happened... banned from the com so i couldn't blog haha.

Sunday:
So tired i forgot about the Police Youth Ambassador thing>.< lucky shean yin called me =0 then i was like rushing out of my house. late for 30min>.<

Monday and Tuesday were quite slack... no lessons except for sciences.

Wednesday:
Training... nothing much to do for admin ppl.

Friday: got back report book. not very good results but happy with my L1R5 haha. went to play badminton with aiying, shean yin, jasmine tay and wanhua. 3 hours of badminton haha.my wrist hurts now. wanhua's badminton is really good haha.i was running to and fro.

Saturday: yup its today. studying. like jingpin says. bookworm xD no choice. i don't want to take combined sciences >.<

2009-10-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

Feel a bit guilty but still feel better.

Labrador park was fun today. Listened songs with candice on the bus =D the songs are really touching and sweet haha. then the earpiece keep getting disconnected when playing Love story. haiz got something against taylor swift>.<

walked walked walked. and many of us cheated in the first activity haha.apparently time past quite fast. The financial lecture was a bit boring>.<

Went NP room and slept on the floor (with the ground sheet)haha.very unglam and very grumpy xD

training was quite slack today for the admin dept. nothing much to do. went up and down the com lab >.< did PT. a bit at least. need to run more, stamina dropping like crazy=.=

thanks CZ sir.feel guilty... but still it helped a lot. to know someone still cares...

i'm going to replenish my commitment now.. for np for campcraft for my studies =) time management here i come xD

2009-10-22T16:56:00.004+08:00

quite emo today. i know why but i cant say it here haha.

received back all my results today. not good.might seem okay but those subjects that i worked really hard were disappointing>.<

english, chinese, emath and geog - A2
amath and combined humanities - B3
chemistry and physics - D7

my sciences... need to buck up haha. ms tan keep encouraging us,thank you^^ go go go i wont give up so easily xD

i'm okay now. jiayou shean yin =) call you in 24 hours time.

stayed back to plan CIP. then went NP room to sort out files and update stuff. thanks weili!!! i got the motivation and commitment again =D hope it doesnt go off this time.

yay!!!

Class outing!!

2009-10-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

Went pasir ris park with candice^^ then met simin, yvonne and qing tuck at the mrt. Waited for the rest come xD The whole group of us sort of occupied the whole bus =D

A group of us sort of chiong-ed to the playground haha. we no childhood >.< the swings are very fun as always.Then went back to the bbq pit. Waited for the delivery man to bring the food. Keep mistaking the wrong person haha. When we saw him we keep waving at him. The uncle must think we despo for food>.< starve for many days le.

Didn't really help a lot haha. Went to cycle the doubles bike with shean yin. yay first time cycling. okay not really...shean yin did all the steering xD then ride with candice the doubles also. it was um exciting haha. we keep shouting and screaming

went to barberque some food.dunno how i became barbequed also haha. my nose so red now. like rudolf the reindeer haiz....

sch tomorow.everyone remember to wake up hor^^

2009-10-16T18:29:00.004+08:00

yay! The end of year exams are over xD haha this is a bit late. too busy enjoying myself these two days. whew, everything is over now.Don't worry. I'll be okay^^

Restart restart restart xD

Thank you for always being by my side... all the ppl around me during these time when i was emoing and stuff. For sticking with me when i can be so dreary haha.

Restart.

Went to Bugis yesterday. With Weishu, Shean Yin, Si Min, Yvonne(I spelt your name correctly!!!),Jia Jing, Xiu Hui and Janice.Shop shop shop. Si Min, Yvonne,Jia Jing and Xiu Hui have good stamina =0 haha. my legs are so suan.

Went with my mum and my aunt to City Mall. Not much stuff there cause not all the shops open yet. Then went my aunt house, chat chat chat.

Enjoying myself now xD

2009-10-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

Finally finished all my notes xD
must start studying now even though it is already 11.22pm. Mugging mugging mugging. The rush against time =D

Not blogging anymore. for this week.

Today was quite slack cause mostly one period lessons. Physics SPA was okay, but the answers were like very very wierd so i think they are all wrong>.<

Mr Poh gave us the lucky ice cream stick haha.it was very nice =) very encouraging also xD

Study study study....

Everyone jiayou for the EOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

I'm sooo tired >.< sleepy... yawns.

it's such a nice day today. I'm saying a white lie^^ Not a very nice day, but not a bad one too.

Homework...........
3 papers today - 1 emath paper and 2 amath paper. left one quarter of the gan eng seng paper to go, go go go!
Doing the CE now, think i left out a worksheet for the CE. haiz.

nowadays get so tired after coming home from sch.

tuesday was a dreary day. this week feels so long. Shean yin's phone disconnected again =.= haiz.

drank honeydew bubble tea today. very nice ^^

sleepy...................................

2009-09-27T17:20:00.002+08:00

hw list:
chem paper x 2 [left 1]
physics paper x 2 [left 1]
amath paper [x]
geog workbk [x]

wahhhh crazy weekend. was slacking quite alot>.< slept 14 hours on friday xD record breaking!!!

michelle branch songs are sooo nice haha. taylor swift also^^

i'm being so random today haha

and shean yin u need to repair your phone =D

my grandma at my house today ^^

i'm trying to find games to play now.. de-stress de-stress.oh ya, i got some hair loss today>.< dunno why. but never mind i don't have shortage of hair xD

randomizing =O

2009-09-23T15:15:00.006+08:00

Yay blogger can finally upload pics lexD
Some pics from the Yellow Ribbon 5km run

with the kind lion xD we look so auntie right haha

How come weishu is so happy about meeting her death?? =D

got lots of photo but they are confidential cause we are keeping it for POp hehe

I want to go PERTH!!!! must go find work during holidays =O

PERTH PERTH PERTH PERTH PERTH PERTH PERTH PERTH PERTH PERTH PERTH

Lessons were quite dull today. ms tan gim hua was so excited about that laser pointer hahaha=D so excited that she x-rayed herself cause she couldn't find the laser beam >.<

Chinese was a bit dry. ms tan chye I was telling us she might not teach us next year>.<
need go type my ss essay le =( byes for nw.

2009-09-17T21:22:00.004+08:00

Updating my dead blog while i upload my np stuff xD EOYs coming so don't think i have time to blog le haha. had a funny day today... One whole row of us went to slack during PE =D 3/4 monitors included haha we zhao(4) fan(3) le. Seeing other ppl play soccer was very funny hahaha!! ivan and candice would know why.

Then went to play soccer in another grp, me, candice, ivan , martin, shean yin, jingpin, vincent & janice. Was very fun... and funnyxD shean yin kicked the ball and it hit martin ... so sorry cause i kept laughing >.< lucky nothing happened haha or shean yin will be so guilty=D

Felt so dumb during amath. had some trigo quiz then had to draw the diagram. mistaken the sinx for a linear line haha it supposed to be curved and i drew zigzag haha.mr poh was like peering over my paper and he started laughin, then i realised i draw wrong hahaha.

After sch went to ne corner to do hw with candice and adrienne. we kept laughing =D

my leg is swelling again>.< should'nt have played soccer.

2009-09-05T16:16:00.000+08:00

Had Passing Out Parade yesterday. performance was good by the sec 1 and 2s. Our performance not as high as them but we did our best xD seniors mah cant go jumping around in front of our juniors bah haha.

Haiz was quite emo after that though... dunno why. maybe too little sleep or something, then sec 2 made me a bit pissed but oh well everything was okay in the end =) Each post have their own limits so i will keep to mine and toe the line. there is only so much that i can do...

Got back our report bks... failed chem >.< but still quite expected so wasnt too sad about it. happy that my physics passed and i'm going to keep it there xD But the only way i chiong for physics was cause mrs ngiam keep suaning us, must thank her a lot cause she never give up on us even though our msg is always so disappointing>.<

Went mr poh's lesson today, was late by 10min >.< but managed to finish haha. Then became emo again =0 dunno why.... this is so wrong. drank choco bubble tea (yes it contains a lot of sugar) to make my self happy. it did work... at least a bit haha.

Planned out my whole week. after 5pm today it will take place haha. hope i can keep to it^^

study study study.

2009-08-31T20:25:00.000+08:00

Happy teachers's day!!

went to bishan library after sch, did some amath tys qns. then went rosyth to see teachers but mrs azri dun recognise me anymore ToT so sad. went to amk hub with px and adriel after that to eat lunch and walk walk. After that went home. around 5pm i went to play badminton with shean yin... my leg very suan now>.<

fell down just now and my knee hurts like mad now T.T no bruises but think i hit my bone quite hard >.<

michelle branch songs are so nice =D

lalala... night studying to day =D

2009-08-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

Physics SPA was not bad today, probably cause did something similar in sec 2 bah xD Went to library during recess with Shean Yin to do physics SPA graph but we ended up chatting with Yu Qi about Twilight haha. Many ppl say its overrated but the plot okay bah=D i like the first book the best!

After that was eng, going to have a lecturer with us next Tuesday, sounds quite interesting, looking forward to it ^^ but ELDDS got competition that day =0 adrienne, karen, jie lin and vikki wun be there >.< nvm ELDDS jiayou hor!! Had SS lecture and History, did some propaganda gallery thing =)

After that skipped Eng ssp,and went NP first. Was sleeping on the logistic boxes when the year heads came in and wake me up haha. Did PT with sec 1s today, feel so slack after not doing pt for so long xD Sort of scolded sec 1s at debrief. feel so sad nw even though still feel they deserve it but i was too rash. must keep quiet nest time, let the year heads deal with them >.< so sorry to sec 1 year heads...

Must tell myself to stop being stupid and buck up. Better start thinking how to get my grades up and stop getting distracted, cause i have no time for distractions nw...

2009-08-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

Reviving my very-dead blog. no motivation to blog nowadays haha.

Tests are over xD but results are also back =O

Geog got A2 xD the project saved my life haha. But received amath today then got B4 >.< wahhh i want my a one =(

Played badminton during pe today yay xD at first m,e and shean yin vs simin and aiying, then me and shean yin keep scolding each other haha. we no mo(4) qi(4). then shean yin and si min switch xD i think i cant play doubles =O played too much badminton so my wrist hurts like crazy now >.< the veins like popping out or something...

Finally submitted my ne heritage thing today. This is so right xD

Dun feel like doing hw now, feel so slack. later xD really no motivation to study better start stressing myself le xD

2009-08-17T20:24:00.001+08:00

C´est la vie

Ne laisse pas le temps te décevoir
ll ne peut être conquis
Dans la tristesse dans la douleur
Aujourd’hui, demain
Au fil du temps Le temps C’est La Vie

也许我会再遇见你　像恋人般重逢美丽
看你满脸胡渣的笑意　爽朗一如往昔

C’est La Vie C’est La Vie C’est La Vie

走一个城市的陌生　走到了曙光无知无觉的黎明
一路微笑的满天繁星　消失在日出里

C’est La Vie C’est La Vie C’est La Vie
It´s life… It´s life… It´s life

oh　塞纳河的水　是心的眼泪
流过了你笑的　每个样子（一去不回）
我会在你的记忆　看到我自己
看到了结局　爱在错过后更珍惜
都将走向新的旅程　au revoir
说好不为彼此停留
看车窗外的你沉默不语　我不再哭泣

C’est La Vie… C’est La Vie… C’est La Vie
It´s life… It´s life… It´s life…

oh　塞纳河的水　是心的眼泪
流过了漂泊的　人生风景
愿我们各自都有　美好的一生
美好的憧憬　爱在遗憾里更清晰

2009-08-17T20:00:00.001+08:00

Sch was tiring today =O cause selpt quite late last night. was practically dying in last period, emath haha.Tourism topic is fun... i'm going to see autumn in future =D the nicest season to me haha. winter not bad but too cold for me.

Physics SPA quite fun today, my whole grp was playing with the glass equipments xD

Chinese test today was quite dead, but not very hard so still okay xD chem test tomoro =O must go revise like crazy haha.

E learning day

2009-08-14T08:25:00.000+08:00

Yays no sch xD not so much hw this time xD

1) Chem blog [ ]
2) Acelearning [x]
3) English forum [x]
4) SS Worksheet [ ] doing nw ^^

blogger cant post pics again this is so sad>.<

Training was okay yesterday, but still got ppl never come haiz.. files files files, then do uopa. haha not bad we are getting better.. by a bit=D had 1st class drill then was fallin asleep omgafter that became quite funny cause we were discussing what types of parade we can do then youliang said changing parade. wonder what drill commands we can use for it ^^

then went jog 5 rounds around 2nd floor for nyaa. my jogging speed is weili 's walking speed >.< then the P&P gang go around scaring ppl haha. got scared 3 times. only me=.=

got a panda sticker on my calculator. and my uopa and weishu's handphone and her external files haha feeling so random today...

a random day xD

oh ya, behind weishu's external file is pineapple rocks xD wonder who will find out=D

Sick >.<

2009-08-09T18:51:00.001+08:00

Cough and flu wahhhT.T can't even study..

Anyway, happy national day xD

2009-08-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

My ear piece died today T.T so sad nw can't listen to songs on the com ahhh... Busy busy this week so never really blog haha...

Sch was the same and fun as always. Received test results. Quite happy wiht my humanities haha =D but amath must really buck up le, all carelesss wahh... Homework and homework as always...Copy solubility table so many times i can memorise le haha. Mrs Ng didn't come yesterday, so was slacking in eng class =D sang love story and a chinese song with adrienne

NDP on wednesday and friday. yesterday finally get used to the slow march even though still make mistakes>.< but got improvement xD very paiseh cause benderi i forgot to salute >.< then cometimes forgot to turn haha. shouting was better but nw got sore throat le haiz. royson went off tune yesterday xD was saying the command halfway then started laughing xD

Going jogging later with simin and shean yin. should be about 3.5km bah xD no choice must keep running for my NYAA haiz...

crazy weekend this week so many hw T.T

2009-07-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

Quite tiring today cause got PHYSICS and CHEM tutorial>.< Forgot to bring the olevel bk for english so had to stand in class >.< but lucky got karen pei wo xD The weather was like very cold... good weather for sleeping, so wasted haiz..

Then went for the eng debate thing after sch. then girls team won, quite unexpected, congratz xD Guy's team nvm bah, at least they do their best le =D went back with weishu and the dumb concession machine spoilt T.T went all the way to the mrt to top up. then dunno how to use the machine in the mrt. asked weishu and she dunno also :O wahhh.... we like just come to civillisation only. then took 43 home. emo=ed for awhile but then okay le =D

saturday went to celebrate ivan's birthday.(even though i only ate lunch with them)haha sorry ah need go airport mah=) was late a bit >.< then make ivan go all around the place haha. Unexpectedly met him at Queenstown when i was not suppose to let him know wahh...then i said a white lie xD

ate something korean haha.

2009-07-19T21:21:00.008+08:00

Jogging two days in a row=D

yesterday: jog/ran 3km ++

okay forget it i ran haha. some sort of parents outing also cause my mum and simin's mum went also xD

today: laugh too much le lah. cant run le. so sprint about 1 round around punggol park. didn't calculate how far. then went fitness corner to do some exercise and end up chatting=D

sch again tomoro. study study study....

2009-07-17T19:59:00.005+08:00

Distracted... again haha... this is really bad >.< just cant get it off my mind

Forget forgeting forgoting... haha fat hope xD haiz...

Anyway EL was quite funny today. Mrs Raj was like going through the worksheet about some ending sound for different words. the 's' , 'z' and 'ies'. then everyone was hissing like a snake haha. whole class ended up laughing xD

Followed by chem SPA. Ms Ong went through the salts notes. then suddenly attack us with the solubility table.wahhh!!! I got so much careless mistakes. then had to write the table 10 times T.T Bryan was like 100 times but got 50% discount haha. jiayou hor!

Then the other periods zoomed off quite fast cause all 1 period lesson haha. stayed back after sch to do hw. then was like listening to shean yin's handphone music by earphones
I was like: why one sound one
(increasing sound volume)
me: why no sound one??!!!
me: wah
(listening to my own headphone and pressing her handphone) =.= wah i very blur leh...

hw list:
-amath textbk 2 qns[ ]
-Chem workbook [ ]
-Chem textbk qns [ ] -did 1 exercie only . 1 more to go=D
-Chem corrections x10 [x] yay^^
-Geog WB [x]
-History skeleton essay[ ]

later then go chiong haha.

cant wait for the yellow ribbon run xD think it would be fun haha. never run 5km before =D

2009-07-14T16:45:00.004+08:00

Languages Day today.. a bit sleepy haha. Then had Chem research test and solubility table test today. wasn't that bad haha. just mixed up the last two. Quite good cause no ssp and went home early=D Ppl in class getting sick le. like 5ppl today>.< wahh..

So sian nw. Staying at sch tomorow to do hw. Feel so distracted at home>.<>.< Sleeping early today=D Hopefully won't feel so tired tomorow.

Plan M

2009-07-12T22:06:00.008+08:00

Spend half a day slogging at home. did my tuition hw and ss essay. had tuition and felt quite sleepy. nowadays tuition always want to sleep>.< feel so guilty.
then was late for the run-a-thon session with si min and shean yin haha. paiseh paiseh. ran 2.6 km haha was going to run more but shean yin and si min run finish le so never run le. next time aiming 3km xD then did like 40 push ups. actually we aimed for 60 but concrete ground very pain so didn't do that much =D

anyway sy and simin were hiding from me behind a bush=.= look very like peeping tom haha. jk

then took photos... shean yin emoing haha

so wasted. simin didn't bring her no.10 class tee =D

simin and shean yin^^ i was the camera man( or woman)

doing chem research nw. i left my history textbk in schT.T tomoro must go chiong liao.

2009-07-08T20:45:00.007+08:00

uploading the pics from the squad picnic =D

At pasir ris...

Food!! xD

squadmates xD

At Illuma... went Bugis Street before that =D

Our squad loves the taigo haha

Sch was okay today. went mac after that to do hw. then we went crazy over amath. the qns answer is -14. but we keep getting -20 =.= haiz...

went home around 5. take 315 but me and candice too tired to chat le haha. brain dead =D